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Friday, October 12, 2007

I know

I know I haven't updated my xanga for months. But I need to vent. Last week there was a terrible car accident and my cousins daughter died. She had just turned 9 the week before. Everything was just crazy and confusing and so much is happening. It's like this whole week has been a daze. Thursday I went up to NoCal to visit my cousin and to attend a memorial service for Aeve. The service was amazing... I'm so in denial though. I feel like she's not really dead. I feel like she's going to show up tomorrow and smile that cute smile of hers and be like, "What's everyone crying about?! I'm alive!" And she'd throw out her arms in a "Ta-da!" type pose. Yeah. I'm not ready to see her body. I missed the viewing that was tonight (we drove back to SoCal today). We tried so hard to make at least the last 5 minutes but the mortuary was like, "We can't extend our hours past 8." It ended at 8. We called the manager and he gave the go ahead. But the employees still wouldn't do it. I was so pissed. There's another viewing tomorrow. I'm not ready. I'm terrified. I haven't slept well and I'm nervous all the time. It's just craziness. Last week they were coming down from NoCal because Sunday was supposed the kids birthday parties.... so sad. I g2g. I'm... I'm not well.


Thursday, April 26, 2007

I'm off to Oregon and won't be back for 2 weeks. bye!


Saturday, April 21, 2007

My birthday

So my birthday is coming up! I think I've finally decided what I want to do. I want to spend the day at the Santa Monica Pier! Go to the Aquarium, the Theme Park, play at the Arcade. Eat at Bubba Gump Shrimp!!! Mmmm... and maybe... just maybe, spend the night on the beach with my Alan <3.

Hope everyone is well!


See you Tuesday night?

Hi everyone, if you're free on the night of Tuesday April 27 from 5p-10p then come have dinner at BJ's in Arcadia! BJ's Restaurant and Brewhouse is helping raise funds for cancer research. All you need to do to have a percentage of the cost of your meal donated is bring in the flyer! Everyone who brings in a flyer will have their final receipt attached to the flyer which will then be given to the manager. At the end of the five hour event period, the manager will total all receipts attached to flyers and donate 15% to Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. Please bring your family and friends to dinner Tuesday April 27 at BJ's Restaurant and Brewhouse! Whether you choose to attend or not, please pass along the message! Eat a meal, save a life!

Thanks for your time!

400 E. Huntington Dr.
Arcadia , CA 91006
626.462.1494
626.462.1435 FAX
At 4th off 210 Freeway

Check out their delicious menu! <~~ Click


Tuesday, April 17, 2007

So I've begun re-reading the Harry Potter series to pysch myself for the upcoming LAST novel! Oh man... I'm so nervous about it. I can't wait... it comes out in July and man I am freakin' out about it. I finished Sorcerer's Stone last night and am currently in the middle of Chamber of Secrets. I've been looking around my room like crazy for Goblet of Fire and Order of the Phoenix but I can't find them anywhere! I have a feeling I'm gonna finish CoS tonight, and I'll probably be done with Prisoner of Azkaban within two days depending on how slow foot traffic at work will be. I can't decide whether or not I hope Harry dies at the end of the series... he's probably going to live of course... but you know, you never know. It's really funny, re-reading everything. It's like going over a year book or a diary. I know that might sound weird to some people but Harry Potter got me through some really bad times.

In other news, I was talking with Alan on the phone last night and he said he wants me to go on at least ONE roller coaster with him. If I can go on one with him, I never have to do it again for as long as we live. The most accessible one to us at the moment is at the Santa Monica Pier. I told him I'd think about it. But I have a terrible, gigantic fear of roller coasters... just thinking of them sends me into a panic. ::Shakes head:: But I think I'm going to do it. How bad could it be right?

Tuesday night is the fund raiser dinner at BJ's! I hope a lot of people show up... I'm supposed to go to PCC this week and distribute flyers. I don't know when I'll have time though since I think I'm scheduled to work all this week =( Poor daddy... But I'll still try and do it. I think Alan's friend Rene is going and I think my friend Frank is going as well... I don't know.

I've g2g for now and I probably won't have time to write more until tomorrow... even though I have a lot more to say!



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